I don't know why I can't come here and post
I am in a funk I suppose.
I still read all your blogs, and even occasionall comment. But I can't seem to manage an update.
Nothing has been really bad in my life. Although in the past 18 months my perception of "really bad" has changed incredibly.
Christmas was hard, New Year's was harder still. Since then I seem to be running blank. I enjoy Caden, cherish him even more strongly perhaps, if that's even possible. But when he's asleep, I feel empty, blank, ambivalent.
I'm still pregnant. At my 16 week check up we heard the heart beat, that was 2 weeks ago or so. Strangely I have felt no movement. It seems to me that this being a second baby, and given that my placenta is on the back this time instead of the front, I should have by now. I'm chaulking that up to the extra weight I have on this time and trying not to think of other reasons I might feel no movement.
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I hope they always stay this close!
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Sorry to hear about your fund. I hope that things start getting better for you.
Hugs
OH babes! Hope everything will get better for you. Try not to worry too much and if you ever need to "chat", you know my email address, k?
HUGS xxx
16 weeks is early. Wouldn't give it any meaning. I think I felt my 5th pregnancy at 17-18 weeks (and I'm not overweight).
Are you getting help for the depression?
Krista, I'm sorry about your funk. It's totally understandable but still...
With Daniel I expected to feel movement much sooner than I did with Julia since he was my second long-term pregnancy. But I didn't feel anything until 19 weeks. Hang in there sweetie.
Hey Krista. I think of you often and am glad you felt up to checking in.
I agree with the others here. 16 weeks is still pretty early.
Hugs from here also. Don't fret too much about us in blogland--we miss you but when you have Caden around, we understand!
Maybe a trip to the spa would help the blah's? Let me know.
You know, I bet that you could just go get checked if you really felt paranoid, but I'm also sure nothing is wrong.
As for the mood, this weather is giving everyone the blahs. Snow, darkness, blech. Reality might be right about a spa treatment?
I've been thinking of you. Hugs and the hopes that the clouds lift for you soon.
And I'm with the others too. 16 weeks IS early.
xx
I know about the funk--I feel the same way. I can't get myself to post. Glad to hear the pregnancy is going well. I didn't feel anything until 21 or 22 weeks and I've heard lots of people say the same thing with #2--so no worries!
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