Thank you Jenna for telling me how to post the links. If I have any trouble I will email you.
Well... My doctor did not come for the transfer. Nor did she give me more than 24 hours notice that she was not coming. Nor did she even inform the doctor performing the transfer that I had an angled cervix and both her and the other doctor have had difficulties. I was very mad.
However, the new doctor was great. I gave him a heads up and he did an ultrasound first so he could "map it out in his head". He was very gentle and explained how things were going. It took three tries but he was successful and we have implanted two previously frozen embryo's.
I know the stats are not good with frozen embryo's and these guys were not fully expanded yet (still dehydrated and hadn't absorbed all the water although the embryologist assured me he could tell there was living tissue and they had survived the thaw) but for some reason I am feeling positive.
You must know me to understand this bizarre behavior. I have been trying to get pregnant for just over three years. I have endured negative after negative and then an early miscarriage however, each time I truly believe that it will work. I am an extremely spiritual person and I guess I have a lot of faith.
So for now, until proven otherwise, I choose to believe that my little raisins have found a nice warm place to rest and that by the time I have confirmation that they are there, they will be busy growing and developing.
Also, I am pretty sure that regardless of the outcome of this FET, I am going to find a new specialist.
2 comments:
I am glad that the new doctor was good, I am also glad that you are going to find a new clinic, I think it is crazy that they didn't call you or anything, they should have more respect for you than that.
I hope that this cycle works, when will you find out the results? Does it take longer with a frozen transfer? I know with blast some clinics check in 11 days.
I know how difficult this journey can be. Glad the new doctor was able to do the transfer and it wasn't too difficult for him.
I know how difficult it can be to be hopeful so I'm very glad that you have hope to hold on to. Wishing you the best with your wait. Hoping your raisins stick.
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