Maya, at Infertility Grace, tagged me. I don't mind, I am a new blogger and have never been tagged before. But.... now you all get to see how very uninteresting my life is.
5 things in my fridge
1. Couscous Salad (the perfect bbq companion)
2. lot's of berries
3. beer
4. wine
5. strawberry daquiry mix
* remember I did not do any treatment last month.
5 things in my closet
1. clothes
2. rarely used gym bag
3. crocheting pattern and all the wool for a baby outfit (was supposed to be for my cousin but I never started it and now she is over a year old)
4. crystal dishes (for my Mom for Christmas)
5. ummmm..... books and games that I don't want anyone else to see
5 things in my car
1. cell phone
2. transponder for the toll highway
3. loose change
4. lots of paper waste in the side pockets
5. envelopes adressed to previous owners marked "no longer at this adress" and sitting in my car for months and months
5 things in my purse
1. 10 different lipsticks
2. keys
3. sunglasses
4. Estrace
5. Metformin
So, with the exception of the books and games I keep hidden from the world, there is really nothing interesting about me.
Friday is my lining check and day 10 scan. I should be told a transfer date for the FE that day. I am not sure how I am feeling about it. At first I was excited and full of hope, compounded by the appointment with the new doctor. However, the awful news yesterday from Thalia and Pamplemousse just blew me away. And now I am feeling..... well I am felling.... nothing about this cycle. I am incredibly sad for them. I remember when I was told my pregnancy was not going to last. I remember the awful wait where you know it is doomed but it is not physically over. It is just so very, very awful.
And really, now I remember that I should not get my hopes up. That even if this works, there will be much to fret over. So there it is. Thalia, Pamplemousse, if you ever read this I am thinking of you and wishing I could help take the pain away.
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I hope they always stay this close!
3 comments:
I hope that your appt went well. This whole thing is so scary. If we reach are goal and start a pregnancy, it feels like any minute it could be taken away.
I hope that this cycle is good for you and you get your miracle!
Hope all went well and that you'll have some good news to report!
I hope things went will with the lining check, it sounds like you're getting a lot of good attention - and that you have all the essentials in your fridge.
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